I’m channelling Eleven’s determination face today.
I managed to get a lot done with L at preschool. I’m still not entirely used to having time alone or being away from her, I feel a bit lost, but I’m sure it will become the new routine in time, it’s just that awkward adjustment period, and I’m no good with change.
Having to focus on me for the first time in two years is a strange thing, but I know I need to look after myself more. I am beginning to listen to music again, and pursue some interests in my limited free time. I’m feeling pretty excited at the moment, and I look forward to sharing it with you.
I weighed myself for the first time since the beginning of this journey, and I have lost 2.5kg which was a complete shock to me as I haven’t adjusted my eating habits at all. I still need to work on my food choices, but this is a brilliant start.
My resting heart rate has dropped from 77 beats per minute to 65.
I’ll be honest; physically I don’t feel good at all. My pain is regular and as bad as ever, but psychologically I’m in a better place than I was two weeks ago.
Have a good weekend!
Lunch: Jamaican Inspired Sweet Potato, Pepper and Spinach Pie
Dinner: Paneer Jalfrezi with Rice, Mint Sauce and Salad